If you’re really here why is my bed empty
If you really cared how come you left me
I been so scared thinkin I’ll waste my time
Stayin up all night learnin how to sell drugs online

I’d do it for you if you were still into drugs
We got nothin to lose so let’s fill up our lungs
And there’s no way to prove we fell in love from the drugs
Now we’re in different shoes you fell into drugs from my love

From my love
Fell into drugs from my love
Wish I could only go up
Wish I could only go up

I traded diamonds for a xanax crown
I lifted mountains for an acid gown
In promethezine I hope one day I drown

Guess I was never enough
Never enough
If you’re really here why is my bed empty
If you really cared how come you left me
I been so scared thinkin I’ll waste my time
Stayin up all night learnin how to sell drugs online